I wanted to write
an article about how going deeper into theology enables one to go higher into
ministry. This is the result.
In 1962, Italian
director Federico Fellini decided to make a film about the inability of a
filmmaker to make a film. The film that both Fellini and his semi-fictional
filmmaker were un/able to make was the film both were working on: 8 ½. Fellini’s course in making this
film was to convey the three levels on which the human minds live: the
past, the present, and the conditional - the realm of the imagination. He proceeded on the theory that if we live in
our conscious, the more we can go down into our unconscious, the more we can go
up in our over-conscious. Thus, in the film, the deeper both Fellini and the
filmmaker go into their memory, the higher they go into their imagination. It
is the process of going deeper into the memory/unconscious that enables them to
realize the potential to achieve high imaginative art. And part of this process
is the submission of the self to that deeper reality, the coming to terms with
those past events that have such a profound effect upon personal life.
I was reminded of
this film when I began thinking about creativity in ministry. Because humans
are created in the image of God, we’ve also been given the ability to create.
It is interesting that the creation story in Genesis 1 consists of God creating
structures on the earth and then filling them. Humans are then created and
given the task of filling the earth and subduing it (1:28), of cultivating the
earth (2:15). God gives a sense of his own creativity to humans. The problem
comes, of course, when humans sin and fall from their proper position by
attempting to go beyond their limits. Their ability to create is frustrated
from a cursed earth producing thorns and thistles (3:17-19; also 3:16).
In his book, The Nature and Destiny of Man, theologian Reinhold
Niebuhr, wrestled with the subject of anxiety and how it creates the occasion
of sin, basing much of his work on Soren Kierkegaard’s Concept of Anxiety.
He describes how humans are
created beings and thus are limited, finite, and incapable of knowing
everything and of doing everything (knowledge and creativity). Yet because
humans are created in the image of God, they are capable of envisioning the
possibility of knowing and doing everything, of imagining what they might be
but are not. A human has a mind that can transcend itself (since he can
make his own thoughts the object of contemplation) and thus he has tremendous
creative and imaginative powers to create by thinking beyond the limits of his
own finitude. Yet this freedom to think beyond the limits of one’s finitude can
produce dread or anxiety within the human consciousness. We realize we are free
but bound. We imagine life beyond the contours of our finitude and that thought
produces the temptation to exercise our freedom in an attempt to go beyond that
limit. Anxiety then is the state of any human
standing in the situation of freedom and finitude. This anxiety is not sin
itself, but it can be the occasion of sin. There is always that chance that one
will freely choose not to attempt to go beyond the limit. But people attempt to
relieve the anxiety either by faith or sin. (Let me be clear: I’m using anxiety
in the theological/philosophical sense, not in the medical.)
When one chooses
to relieve the anxiety by acting beyond his limit that is the sin of pride, and
from pride flows every other sin. But this manifestation of pride in the
attempt to overcome the tension between freedom and finitude takes two forms.
The first is to deny one’s finitude by seeking domination, either over others
or one’s environment. This is the temptation to seek power and control in order
to relieve anxiety and fear. The second is the attempt to relieve the tension
between freedom and finitude by denying one’s freedom. This involves losing
oneself in the gratification of base self in some aspect of the world’s
vitalities: food, money, sex, drugs, alcohol, etc. Here the sin is sensuality,
living merely in terms of some particular impulses of one’s own nature. This is
the temptation to seek pleasure and sensuality in order to relieve anxiety and
fear. In both forms, pride is the governing factor: the selfish pride to
dominate and the selfish pride to seek base gratification. Ironically, these
methods create further anxiety and fear due to their being inauthentic
measures. Thus, we have in the Bible numerous warnings about anxiety and worry
(Psalm
55:22; Matthew 6:25-34; 13:18-22; Mark 4:14-20; Luke 8:11-15; 10:38-42; 12:11-26;
21:34; 2 Corinthians 11:28; 1 Peter 5:7). Thus,
we have the numerous warnings and condemnations concerning pride (Lev. 26:9;
Job 33:7; Psalm 10:2; 36:11; 59:12; 75:5; Proverbs 8:13; 11:2; 16:18; 21:24;
29:23; Isaiah 2:17; 23:9; Mark 7:2; 2 Corinthians 5:12; 1 John 2:16). Thus, we
have this pattern in the story of Adam and Eve. They were created in the image
of God but were confronted with the concept of going beyond their limits to
become more like God (Genesis 3).
When one choose
to relieve the anxiety by submitting to God and to the limits he has placed
upon creation, that is faith, specifically faithful, trustful obedience. Thus
we have the example of Jesus:
“Have this attitude in yourselves which was
also in Christ Jesus, who, although he existed in the
form of God, did not regard equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, and being
made in the likeness of men. Being found in appearance
as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even
death on a cross. For this reason also, God highly
exalted him, and bestowed on him the name which is above every name, so
that at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow of those who are in heaven and
on earth and under the earth, and that every tongue
will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.”
(Philippians 2:5-11)
Jesus modeled the
proper role that humans are to take within their limits: humbleness, obedience,
selflessness, submission. But what is the result of such selflessness?
Exaltation. This is one of the supreme ironies about life. When individuals
attempt to exalt themselves, they fall. When they humble themselves, God exalts
them. It is a part of God’s and Jesus’ counterintuitive approach to reality
that the meek and humble, those that put God and others before self that are
ultimately exalted. This is why we read the first shall be last and the last
shall be first (Matthew 20:16). This is why Christian leadership is about
servant leadership (Luke 22:25-26).
This is why being a pastor is about equipping other believers (Ephesians 4:11-12). Ministry is about
equipping others, not using others to equip ourselves.
This submission
extends into the realm of learning and knowledge. Socrates once stated that
wisdom and knowledge consist in knowing that you know nothing. Nicholas of Cusa
wrote in his De docta ignorantia that learning itself (but specifically
knowledge about God) begins when we one learns he is ultimately ignorant. It is
through the humbling submission and realization that God is infinite and we are
finite that real learning begins. The Bible puts it this way: The beginning of wisdom is fear (submitting
reverence) to the Lord (Proverbs 9:10). Pride is the greatest impediment to
acquisition of knowledge. Indeed, it brings both ignorance and a stubborn
refusal to accept truth.
We must
recognize, accept, and remain within our God-ordained limits as finite
creatures. Whatever fear and anxiety we face in life with our ability to freely
choose, we can relieve that fear and anxiety by faithful obedience to God. This
will help us both avoid and remove the primary sin of pride from which comes
the temptations to dominate others and/or lead lives of reckless abandon. The
process of selfless submission to God involves going deeper into our finite
selves (both conscious and unconscious) by recognizing sin, repenting,
recognizing and removing biases, and understanding who we are both in relation
to ourselves and to God and others. It also involves submitting ourselves to
the recognition of our own finite knowledge. Knowing that one knows nothing
allows one to really learn and then go deeper into knowledge by removing the
self-imposed limitations we put on our thinking (again, both conscious and
unconscious). The irony is that the attempt to go beyond our God-ordained
limitations succeeds only in self-imposing limitations that bring us lower than
what God has ordained. This process of submission to God, of going deeper into
his knowledge, of removing the self-imposed limitations of our lives, yet
staying within the faithful limitations that define us as creatures created in
the image of God, enables us to unleash the God-given creativity that we were
designed to produce.
THIS is when
creative ministry really begins to happen. THIS is why pastors need to preach
on repentance and deeper theology and not simply on fluffy bunnies that makes
us feel good. THIS is why churches need small groups that delve deep into the
Scripture, hold individuals morally accountable, and encourage individuals to
use their talents, gifts, and creativity for God. THIS is why ministers need to
acknowledge their limited knowledge and both delve deeper into Scripture and
into ministry praxis in order to advance the Kingdom of God. THIS is why I’ve
always attempted to go deeper into theology in order to better advance the ministries
of which I have stewarded.
When we do submit
ourselves to God, going deeper into repentance and knowledge, we relieve anxiety,
break self-imposed limitations, and are enabled to attain our God-given
creativity for greater ministry success. But if we instead attempt to go beyond
our limits in the selfish pride of dominating others and of acquiring
vitalities (money, favor, etc.), we create greater anxiety, bind ourselves with
limitations, and severely restrict our knowledge and ability to do ministry. In
this case, our ministry dries up.
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